It's Carina!!

 Can you believe this shit?! Lol just kidding I didn’t know what else the headline should be. This past week we’ve decided to go to Fogo de Chão because they have a special (who doesn’t love specials) it was about $44.00 per person to eat dinner at fogo!! From rib-eye, top sirloin, bottom sirloin, and their best Brazilian cuts (too many names to remember). They also have 2 year aged cachaça 🥹, Caipirinhas which are my favorite, Brazilian lemonade that I haven’t tried and the staff (well some) are humans. They interacted with us, they conversed of where they’re from which was interesting because most waiters and waitresses are terrified to speak to customers because some of us can be…. Not friendly. The bill was lower than usual but that’s okay it was our last treat at fogo for a little while. It was a great night. Then we walked all the way to Times Square to get some pizza 🫣

 As the months go by and the weather gets “better” I think that my best option would be is to move from NYC to Canada or some place cold. I hate the 60-70 degree weather, not only that but I don’t wear sunscreen because my skin is already oily as but the damn lotion gets in my eyes. It gets very uncomfortable and then my eyes get red and itchy. On the bright side even though wearing sunscreen protects you from UV rays from the sun… NOT WEARING IT GIVES YOU FRECKLES!!! And all this time I thought it was genetics but it’s just sun damage all this time lmao. My next goal is to move some place where it’s cold all the time. This weather is just not it. Oh that picture is a nice picture it consists two of my favorite things: candles and Cabernet Sauvignon ❤️

 Good Morning, Afternoon, Evening whatever time you are reading this. Back in October I resigned from a job to go to another job then ended up resigning 2 months in (the grass is not always greener in the other side). It was another job that was in the social service field, with the same population- mentally ill, with a history of homelessness, substance users, a history of incarcerations and sexual offenders.. sounds scary doesn't it. At first you will be overwhelmed with work, notes, service plans, providers, sessions, supervisors on your ass Anyways I went from Weston United Community Renewal Inc (they are still holding the Healthcare Worker Bonus even though you properly resigned and are eligible, may god be with them) to BRC (RUN while you still can micromanagement to it's finest!!) Now I decided to work at .... well let's not name the company. Enough of the work mambo jambo it's already tiring talking about how any jobs I resigned from (GREAT RESIGNER). Have you e...

  From resigning from my old job, to starting my new one, to battling anything that annoys me; here I stand next to my Christmas tree (I bought from Walmart for about $90.00 plus ornaments from target and burgundy velvet skirt= my pockets broke haha). My greys comin in hard, ehy?

 It is very sad to move on; to another job, meeting new faces, trying to figure out who is pure and who is not, who is a true friend and who is not, if your supervisor is a dick head, a floppy bitch and the list goes on. But if you get comfortable in a workplace most likely, there will be no progress, at all. You won't make any money, your bills will pile up, your dreams won't come true.. You have to get out of your comfort zone, get out there, work with people you don't know, stay neutral and if you make friends that is just a plus. It's pretty hard to meet new faces for me, I have like this imaginary tough wall that will take time for a person to get through to get to know me and eventually say "at first she was a mean bitch but she's actually cool" 💅 Well let's see when I get my start date after these finger prints ey? By the way I'm trying to make my tacos look as good as they are -_-

I hate when people try to use you; especially at the job. I don't appreciate when a higher up goes on about creating an irrelevant meeting to bash an older person in charge and then later in the day hear how much shit was said about you. It all happened yesterday and I am so angry, so angry I want to quit. But I am a nice person, the nicest person you can ever meet. Cross me just one time and you are dead to me, you don't exist. How can a bitch who is older than jubambo be so miserable she speaks about her own co-workers of the shit that we do? When we went out to drink, yet a bitch is talking I drink more than a fish. Uh yes bitch cus' I can afford my bills, habits and family tf?! Shit that you don't have lmao. Telling us everything that happens in the management side and what was said about me. Um, excuse me honey go with your little crew and go to sephora, ya need some skincare products in your life. Ugly bitches aint happy and cheap bitches are never satisfied. I h...